Sasha Alex Sloan - Smiling When I Die (official Video) Direct

The song centers on "big picture" thinking—a desire to experience life without lamentation or the "could've, should've, would've" mentality.

: It often features Sloan in natural, serene settings, such as standing by a lake at dusk, which visually anchors the song’s "chills" and "relaxing" vibe. Sasha Alex Sloan - Smiling When I Die (Official Video)

: The lyrics contrast the speed at which time passes with a proactive list of goals, such as calling her mother or traveling to Tokyo. The song centers on "big picture" thinking—a desire

The Official Music Video utilizes a raw, documentary-style aesthetic to mirror Sloan’s signature "sad girl" vulnerability. The Official Music Video utilizes a raw, documentary-style

: As part of the Self Portrait project, the track represents Sloan's journey toward accepting her flaws and anxiety while finding contentment in her own skin. Visual Narrative of the Video

Produced by , the track features a jumpy, syncopated melodic line paired with simple guitar plucking, creating a "dreamy collection of hopeful feelings". Critics have praised the song for its "bittersweet songwriting" and its ability to convey universal feelings of grief and anxiety with nuance. Experience the official visual journey of the track here: Sasha Alex Sloan - Smiling When I Die (Official Video) SashaSloanVEVO YouTube• Dec 4, 2019 Sasha Alex Sloan - Smiling When I Die (Official Video)